I was there lying numb thinking not about anything surrounding me . This
moment i was me . Then something happened i was no more there , i was my brain and i thought about nothing else but the sapce i was contained in . I the brain inside some space may be you can call it body but i never knew then , started what constitutes me and the next momnet i was neuron in body and i was living happily in a social setup of other neurons. When in a moment of calmness when i had not much work to do and nothing much was going in my world very less movement , chaos inside i started thinking what constitutes me . And the next moment i was a cell on my planet neuron , there were lot of us .I would have gone infinitely into possibilities of my constitutions. Suddenly some one jolted me , i was thrown of the illussion of being a cell to being a neuron to being a brain and finally all the thoughts stabilised when i realised i was just a human living in a setup of society where there are others like me .But if i try to see the posssibility of what im constituted of , i keep on travelling new universes for me where my refrence of my peers and universe itself keeps altering .As i enquire into the possibility of waht im constituted of , i find that either the enquiry extends to infinity or i'm made up of nothing as there's no limit how small the level of my deepest micron and submicron will be.
The next time when i was lying there staring at the ceiling of my room the thought occured to me it was difficult what im constituted of but an enquiry into what is constituted of me as basic unit will be best thing to do as it will be visible in my mind . I thought i'm a basic unit of what is constituted out of me. I'm lying in a room .This room is in a city , a city in a continent , a continent , on this planet , planet constitues our solar system to this level i could imagine and visualise . There will be lot of these solar system which makes this universe .Now for the next level of enquiry i was not able to distinct as my senses and concepts i learned didn't give me an explantion on what lies above it what is something that universe makes .It is just defined or said as an infinite space . Infinite means something immeasurable . But still According to distinction of senses every thing has some dimensions , no matter meausrable or not . If i carry my enquiry further for even a lifetime i'll keep on exploring the next possibilty of exploration , but there has to be end of it , and if there an end to it from some level it should be visible or having some dimensions .But that constitutes another paradox of if it has dimensions it should constitute something bigger .
The next time i was lying i was caught up in a thought that if i enquire about what i constitute ?or what constitutes me ? the possibilty of finding the truth is not there. So there i went to sleep a dreamless blank sleep where there was no paradox no truth no posssibility even no me .Is thats our real existence ? and when i woke up i woke up to this dream again.
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